I think it is a bit like retiring. This is year 4 for me. The first couple of years were taken up with dealing with personal issues I had avoided and enjoying not having a schedule, complete-by dates, etc. This year I feel a bit adrift. I too have a list that seems not to shrink. Not sure what is it really. The world is messy now, I realize I also have tomorrow if I don’t get something done and I am getting older. At the same time, thinking about how I want to finish up this life of mine. No answers, just understanding your thoughts.
Exactly. It's a weird challenge to focus on what I want to do for myself. I feel like I still have a deadline, I just don't know what it is so I don't quite know how to prioritize my time maybe? Hoping we can both settle into a new rhythm, relax a little and enjoy the freedom of it. :)
I think it is a bit like retiring. This is year 4 for me. The first couple of years were taken up with dealing with personal issues I had avoided and enjoying not having a schedule, complete-by dates, etc. This year I feel a bit adrift. I too have a list that seems not to shrink. Not sure what is it really. The world is messy now, I realize I also have tomorrow if I don’t get something done and I am getting older. At the same time, thinking about how I want to finish up this life of mine. No answers, just understanding your thoughts.
Exactly. It's a weird challenge to focus on what I want to do for myself. I feel like I still have a deadline, I just don't know what it is so I don't quite know how to prioritize my time maybe? Hoping we can both settle into a new rhythm, relax a little and enjoy the freedom of it. :)